BY RIMA FUJITA, TRANSLATED BY NAOKI MATSUYAMA
私は画家だが、絵を描くプロセスは少し独特かもしれない。私の場合、夢に出て来たビジョンを描いている。まだ描いていない完成された絵が夢の中で見えるので、それを絵に起こしている。また、私は白い表面に絵を描かない。黒の上に色を重ね、線を残すという技法だ。それは、そこにすでに存在しているのだけれども暗くて見えないものに、光をあてるという感覚に近い。黒にこだわる理由がもうひとつある。あの世に存在する美しい色をすべて合わせると、それはそれは美しい「鈍色」になるという話を聞いたからだ。
1993年、夢の中で「チベットのためにできることをしなさい」という声を聞いた。それから次々とチベット人に出会うようになった。しばらくは何をしたらよいのかわからなかったが、ある日、仲よくなったチベット難民が「私が育った難民キャンプには本もノートも鉛筆も何もなかった。いつもおなかがすいていた」と言うのを聞いて、絵本を作ってチベット難民孤児たちへ贈ることを思いついた。以来、私はチベット語で書いた絵本を7冊作り、インドやネパールに住むチベット難民孤児たちに贈り続けてきた。言葉や物語は民族のアイデンティティの核となるものだと信じているからだ。絵本に序文を寄せてくださったダライ・ラマ14世猊下(げいか)とはこの20年毎年、ニューヨークや東京などでお目にかかる機会に恵まれてきた。2年前、猊下の側近から「猊下の一生を描いた絵本を作ってほしい」という依頼をいただいた。その絵本の制作のため、猊下にご自身の人生について伺う取材インタビューを申し込んでいた。高齢の猊下は体調を崩されることもあり、キャンセルが続いた。ようやく状況が整い、私はダラムサラを再び訪れることにした。
―― For many years Rima Fujita has produced and delivered picture books to Tibetan refugee children. Asked to create a picture book about the 14th Dalai Lama’s life, she interviewed him in a frank and open conversation.
I am a painter, but the process in which I paint may be somewhat unusual. That is because I paint visions that appear in my dreams. I see in my dreams the completed paintings that are yet to be painted, and I bring these into being in the form of paintings. I also do not paint on white surfaces. The technique I follow is to add layers of color on a black background to allow lines to emerge where no colors are applied. It is akin to a sense of casting a light on something that already exists there. It cannot, however, be seen because it is too dark. There is another reason why I insist on black; I heard that mixing all the colors found in the afterlife produces an exquisite dark gray.
In 1993 I heard a voice in my dream commanding me, “Do what you can for Tibet.” After this dream, I had many encounters with Tibetans. I did not know what to do for a while, but one day a Tibetan refugee I had befriended told me, “In the refugee camp I grew up in there were no books, notebooks or pens... We had nothing.” This gave me the idea of making picture books and sending them to Tibetan refugee children. Since then, I have produced seven picture books written in Tibetan, and I have continued to send them to Tibetan refugees who live in India and Nepal. I have been doing this because I believe that language and stories form the core of a people’s identity. His Holiness the Dalai Lama (HHDL) was kind enough to write the foreword for my picture books. In the past 20 years, I have been so fortunate to have the opportunity to meet him every year in New York, Tokyo or elsewhere. Two years ago, I received the request from one of HHDL’s representatives to “make a picture book that portrays the life of HHDL.” I asked for an interview to hear about HHDL’s life to produce this book. However, due to his fatigue and for other reasons, many planned interviews were cancelled. When the right conditions came finally together, I decided to visit Dharamsala again.